I’d really like someone to talk to who wouldn’t give me a biased opinion. Shame the only person I can trust with all of my problems is myself. Which means that my problems aren’t getting resolved because i’m the problem in the first place. Vicious circle. Never realised how insecure I actually am until recently. Then realising how insecure I am has made me feel even more insecure and self conscious. I wish there was a way for me to get over these feelings and to stop thinking so negatively all the time. Im scared of the unknown. Im paranoid when I shouldn’t be. But sometimes my paranoia is justified, which therefore makes me worry even more when I DO get paranoid, because what i’m thinking COULD be true. I’m so full of negativity, I never used to be like this. Im vulnerable and scared. I need to sort my life out, I just don’t know how.